I used to really struggle with the word ‘abundance’.
It felt self-righteous, arrogant, and... well, not very ‘spiritual’.
When I first started on my awakening journey and heard people throwing that word around left, right and center, it made me squirm. But you know what? That was because I had a block around it! But I didn’t know it...
So for the longest time, I couldn’t work out why my health wasn’t soaring, why my relationships weren’t overflowing, and why I could never get a break in my career or finances. Turns out, it was because I had major blocks around abundance and manifesting.
My inner Mean Girl would tell me...
You don’t deserve X, Y and Z.
Who do you think you are, trying to manifest this and that?
Get over yourself! You will never be overflowing in your health, wealth or love.
Then I realized that I needed to get serious about manifesting what I desired in my life. The problem was, I started manifesting from a place of fear. I’d say to myself —
I must have perfect health because I’m scared of getting sick.
I want more money so that I can pay my debt so I don't get bad credit.
I desperately want to find something that I’m passionate about because my life currently sucks and there’s got to be more out there than this.
I was “manifesting”, just like all the spiritual books and teachers told me to do… and nothing was happening. Absolutely nada. I was still unwell and unhappy, so I decided that all the manifesting ‘hocus pocus’ I’d heard so much about simply didn’t work.
That is until I realized something massive: that I was manifesting from a place of fear.
Instead of attracting in the things I desired from a place of love, I was trying to call in what I wanted while swimming in a puddle of fear… no wonder it wasn’t working! But I was serious about achieving abundance in all areas of my life, so I figured I may as well give this whole ‘manifesting from a place of love’ thing a go. So I did!
Instead of saying, ‘I must have perfect health because I’m scared of getting sick’, I changed it around to the present tense and started saying, ‘I’m healthy, strong, energetic and vital’.
Instead of saying, ‘I want more money so that I can pay my debt and not get bad credit’, I started saying, ‘I have complete financial freedom and money flows to me’.
And instead of saying, ‘I desperately want to find something that I’m passionate about because my life currently sucks and there’s got to be more out there than this’, I started saying, ‘I am open to trying new things, feeling into what lights me up, and following my curiosity’.
Can you see what a huge energetic shift this makes?
Your words and thoughts are potent. What you say to yourself will manifest in your life.
To truly manifest, you must draw in your desires from a place of love, not fear!
Try it for yourself, and see what a huge difference it can make. 💛
And here’s your Brain Fuel for this week:
Love, xoxo Shanna